Sing me an angel song and be throned in my heart

Sunday, March 30, 2008:Nice few days.

Ok, had quite a few cool days that managed to meet up friends that i miss, very very dearly. I really do guys, it will be impossible to let this memories go. Afterall, when everything ends, it's only the memories that lingers, and hurt. Although the shots were damn candid and random, imma still post them, since i presume these will be the very last we will have together. Aww shit, im gonna cry. As for my MS-life. Hell to it. What the fuckness. I think i sing too much, throat forever pain. Phlegm with blood. WTF?! Nice shit baby nice shit. Now i sing like ah-du. And i jsut realized i cannot sing in MS at all. Total tense. But overcoming is paramount to whining so oh hell yeah, i'll try real hard. Last lessons khim was there, andi sang Feng with a crumbling voice. OH YOU GOT ME SUICIDAL~ or however Sean Kingston managed to squeak it. Alas, i know im not good from the beginning, but this is not just what im capable of, certainly. I whined to leon. and he told me' Thats why you are here to learn you bloody fool! Attitude! ' And that managed to calm my untamed soul a little. Ahh enough of this. My dear Bernie will be leaving for Austrialia soon. My heart yearns for her presence but i know leaving would be the best for her, i'll bet that everyone feels the same. So Bernie, allow us to send you off. A little emotion works well for all of us, at least we won't be regretting after you leave. Haha. OK LA, PICTURES. >=) Jia you. WOOOSA

Dudes! It's the 7 duo hua! HAHA. This bunch has been around for 4-years, and i guess it's the only group thta will last longer. >=)

Please, meet the infamous Jeanie Ong Zhi Jun. Some call her by her name but the msot decided to call her the 'KZM OLD FLAME HAHA' or the 'YOUR BF SHORTER THAN YOU WAHAHA' or her new title, which is, 'YOUR HAIR LIKE LION KING BWAHAHHAHAHA'

Ok, this is a girl wo ge ren liek alot. Very optimistic and cheerful. And kind, ok course. BAO LING! =D

This is omydarlingandmydearlove BERNIE! It's self-acclaimed, but still, it's true

Shes a real darling. Very nice person(n rich o.0). She will be leaving for aussie this april. Alas, let's mourn(KAI WAN XIAO ER YI><)

9A1's. What can you say this this brain? Hey, i want it.

That babe there, is Mathias sis(jsut as brainy). And earth to matt for that face.

So here you'll se Gawd, goddess and god. Fall to ye knees peeps.

Ok thats me sq and Aun at..Mindustrie if im correct. Cheesy me. HAHA

Hunks and babes. Don't complain. There's none too.

Lastly.

It's the fun and laughter, the pains and woes, the knowings of each other's worries, the all out love, the care, the problems we faced, the jokes we laughed our asses off, the seperation that made us weep and last but not least, you all that made me refuse to let go. We know we will watch each other afar, and pray for sucess for each other, though we might not see each other again. It's time we let go, and fly further. See ya buddies. You shall not be forgotten in a clown's heart, for his time and soul had been sowed deep into thou hearts, simply for a smile. =')

Engel-Lied; 8:32 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008:Last sunday

Alright. This postis aboutast sunday yea?Daryl me Zichun and Ah.Chang went to watch the show.Empress and the warrior at marina square. The show was better than expected, much more. I'll recommend it for those who love battle scenes that are incredulously imba. Like dynasty warriors, 1000000000000VS1 thr 1 still win that kind, not to mention that there'secovering bns in the show. Alright, two pics. =D Oh ya, we went NYDC that day! Woots, the drinks are damn cool, but the food i ate is alright, only. But anyways, atl east i get to eat, not like that time go with leon they all. Eat cake nia. >_< Aiya i upload 1 pic la, the other i look liek girl.

Engel-Lied; 8:30 AM

Saturday, March 22, 2008:Peeps, have a heart.

Dear shinlazega holy ginzzigil.. Just got home from Shangs.. Geez, worked from 4 till now. Almost worked my ass off. Alright peeps, as the title said, have a heart, please, don't have a ballroom party in Shangs, or stop whoever that is going to. The CASUAL LABOUR really pitiful. Have a heart luh.. And btw im green with envioussssssssssss! Leon get to go to SPOP! *Cries!!!!* I wanna go too! See the real XIAO JING TENG! So that i can imitate him flawlessly. Ah, good god. Im beat. Bye bye guys =)

Engel-Lied; 12:05 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008:Another day in MS.

Woots, MS again. Shit, my love for singing is insatiable.! Came home earlier today again since i promised to. Today was TOTAL vocal training. Meng biao jia yin. GG. Individually, Leon Ben and me were doing alright, but when we 'wail' together it's really ground(glass)-breaking. LOL. Nonetheless, it's a rewarding lesson. Very fun. We were trained with Wo ke yi, superwoman and Shi lian Wu Zui. Yes, THE Shi Lian Wu Zui that khim sang so well. Heard that joyce sang it with gusto too. ;). Whoah, exciting eh? Anyways, i think for me, my jia ying is ultrasound during the lower notes, totally soft. Then tommy meng spam 'pitching cuo le, tai gao le, ni cahng zhe yang gao zuo shen me?' Wah...zzz.. Ok, i'll stop whining. Then Leon,Ben,Khim and prolly wayne and XieShun prolly went movies after MS close. Wah sian, i think i gotta fly Mr.Chang this sunday lo. Im damn sorry, no choice, i need some bucks urgently. Someone introduce me some work please?!?!!?!?! Arghh. IM SORRY AH CHANG. Well i bet he would't read this anyways. Ok, before i end, Pig ah, don't worry la, you will always in my heart, stop being PARANOID! Muacks=D OK THAT WAS DISTURBING! LOL. ok la, the point is, im here always, don't worry. You know i will be. Ok, zzzz now. BONJOUR GUYS!!!(Bonjour is good morning..)

Engel-Lied; 9:53 AM

Thursday, March 20, 2008:Randomness off the lameness of the zhao mingness..

Suayness is the me is the deep shit i am in.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! My pay is going MS school fees! Wel,, it's worth =D

While recovering from the aftermath of a drastic news, i decided to test out my new ACER CRYSTAL EYE WEBCAM which was techfully boasted to be the BEST webcam, a built in one. But it really pissed me off ALOT since i don't look that damn good with the pics it took of me ( Oh? It's really the face that counts, not the cam? Shit ) Man shit im in deep shit..wah kao..where got people so suay de..-_-...here la see la see la, at top or bottom la..

Engel-Lied; 11:29 AM

:MS FTW!

I WENT BACK MS TODAY! WOOTS! DAMN FUN! LOL.! GOT TO SING! YES! Did't see Khim today ( Wondering if it's a blessing or curse. ) If i see her prolly cannot sing at my 30%, but don't see her jiu jue de guai guai. LOL. Ok, there's nothign romantic about us! Just that i went to MS cause Leon said Khim was there. But at least Mireen, Wayne and Xing Wen and hmm..the girl hosting with Leon was there! ALL kind people yeah?! Hmm, i shall make this a short post, i wanna eat wanton liao. Then went home alone! Bla bla bla. Oh yes, today sing Hei Se You Mo po yin..-_-..craps, it wasn't even the highest note. But nonetheless, i made the mistake. Heng no one laughed. Actually got. Miss Xing Wen, but i knew she was joking =) TATA all.

Engel-Lied; 8:29 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008:New skin!

YAY~! I've got a new blogskin! All thanks to AKYS! He helped Len with his kin too! =D But i feel rather weird with so many pics of my own..erm..really weird. Although zi lian is a good think, you force yourself into this 'self-check' mode but still, it's a bit incredulous to me. LOL.

Went gym today with akys,wilson,SQ and a pig. Please lo, i thought they all chiongsters, only to find that they go there play.! LOL. Don't get me wrong, it's still cool,fun, really. After that we went swimming. Then my skin not good so seldom swim.(Eczema, hyper allergy skin,) When akys and guys assured me that my life, or rather, skin will not be threatened, i took a leap into the clear water! And get assailed by my assurers...Losage is the me. YAY!

Im happy today, fun stuff, ih yes i ate botak jones..lamer...SO BIG SERVING FOR WHAT?! Then blogskin finishing, then people tagged me(woooooooots! hehe. yay~). Now im just short of links. LOL.

That all for today! Sorry. no photos today, wan an everyone! =3

Engel-Lied; 7:05 AM

Monday, March 17, 2008:Mr lappie is working!! Almost lost my ipod..

GG la, today damn scary. Lost my ipod, but found it. I left it in kenko luh.. bloody. Then ah-chang still jian feng liang hua, instant tuo ku.

Watched Evangelion, quite special, would't say that it's very nice, but quite capturing. Man, the main char's a wimp!! .. My friend told me it compiles the whole(or rather, half, since he isn't sure himself) manga into this whole movie. I did't igve the movie a fabtastically high rating possibly due to the fact that this is the first time im having contact with EVA. Angels la.. Nerv la... whatever, all don't understand. Arghhh~~ Weird day. Then onthe way home snuch changn dar kept talking about wow, bore the hellish shit right outta me..T__T poor me. Bad internet connection! Sians. Looking forward to Fri =D

Engel-Lied; 8:46 AM

Sunday, March 16, 2008:Happenings for past 3 days! Sorry for being late!

1st)Alright this is it! The happenings for the passed 3 days! Whoah man they are sooooo cool. The first day, (chronologically ordered liek the pics) was the best. Why? I went to MS after going to RP for Snuch's enrolment and practiced for so damn long. It was a fruitful trip, definitely. That's not the best, what's up next is - I WENT TO NYDC WITH KHIM!!! n leon n wayne n shuny(tat's wat they call him).... Alright, it wasn't that dissapointing the guys were there. Com'on, how dissapointing can it be with kind people like them? In fact the whole MS is cool. Like Joyce, Miss Irene, and many others. Oh yes, Ben, cool guy, even got a car already.

2nd) Well, today is a Friday, which means? MS day again! But whatever, today was so bad. I realized my pitching was so damn high, un-necessarily again. It's a habit luh.. Then somemore po yin infront of Khim, omg...OMG...there's phlegm..-_-. Poor me. But at least i managed to finish the whoel song w/o sliting my throat and die on the spot.

3rd) Today was the celebration for ZhanRui and XiFang's bdae! Leon was invited too, but held up, if not im sure i'll have more pics to share =3. We went to Bugis to have huo guo. LAMER HUO GUO SHOP! NO FREE FLOW OF DRINKS, THE EXISTENCE OF AIR-CON TOTALLY BEATS THE PURPOSE OF IT THERE AS IT LET'S OUT HOT AIR! Wah kao, damn damn damn stuffy. Then the ma la huo guo totally oily. Instant fat 10kg.-.- Ok, pardon me for my lousy language but im certain no one writes perfectly in thier blog, i mean, why crack your head for stuffs liek sentence structure and vocab? Just type like a S'porean, after all this is A diary.-_-. So the day ended with a Stuffed tummy and a worrying hard for Leon. But later that night i found out that he did a great job, So GONG XI FA CAI! =3

Me n Snuch posing for RP. =D

Decided to take a photo of myself when i see me reflection from the elevator's glass panel =.= Man i really do look liek a girl..

Certain that im not a sissy, i took one more in a toilet. Although this don't look like a girl but i look as if i've been 'K' real hard on my head.

So this was after the LAMEO hu guo. Loo kat the boy, he looks as if he's rockect up by the gush of water x).

Thsi is the TM pose of Brenda! The girl Ivon likes. It's by me and DARYL!!. I look weird caus i was bottling up a laugh. =)) KyaKyaKyaKyaKya.

Why is Daryl looking murderous behind a innocent looking me? He said ' Zhe yang cai shuai ma ' Erm..?

Ok, Dayl looks constipated while Ivon looks liek he got ram-ed in his testes and were forced to laugh. HAHA..haha...-_-.

Ok, the 3 muskeeters. DIX. Kewl eh? =D

Engel-Lied; 1:35 AM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008:What a weird day.

WE head down to FAR east and eat. And kim young lamer keep on dee siao a shop's lao ban. Until he was crowned with the title 'Fatlip' Yep,the one who feat.in Salmon dance or soemthing. DAMN LONG. Really. Then after shopping and stuffs it was already late and we went home, with a SHILIN CHICKEN CHOP!!! YUMMY

Thsi was suppsoed to be Jing Cheng Wu, but im not sure if it's like this, though.

Rihana! This is a candid shot! She's holding an umbrella. Stephanie la.

After forcing ky into taking picture, he morphed. And forced me back.

My nosestril looks abit big..abit nia..-.- Oh ya ky was talking on phone.

Kim young drying his hair after a fierce battle with the rain.

Today was damn damn damn boring. We FAILED to go KTV, once again, due to IVON.. I slept till 3:30 and woke up, and rush to meet Kim Young, Steph and SQ to go SHANGRI LA to book myself a time slot to work. Then there was this Fcuking big rain assailing us, we could not get over to cwp from civiv. Argghh. Nonetheless, we manged with the help of my hoodie. Steph and SQ got over with the help of a "Rihana", after ky was tricked into running over, naked.(As in w/o aid.)

We were in the Shang toilet and i forced kim young into this. LOLOLOL. =.=

Engel-Lied; 8:41 AM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008:Can Whore session with web cam. Boring day.

Convinced by my blood brother a cam whore session can leave gay-ish picture out not. I reluctantly accepted his offer. He pulled of the 'Ah Long Pte Ltd' which made Mark Lee (in)famous, and i can only managed a 'oi' that stucked somewhere between my teeth and tongue when the camera snapped. And that's it, for today. Off to reading. See you all people =)

Alright, today was a boring day. Woke up at 9 to wait for peeps to call me to go KTV, which was planned. But all decided to sing with zhou gong instead of me jiu suan liao... Then went to cwp with Daryl,Ivon and Snuch for checkup(For people going SP, Daryl.) and went gelare. Had a waffle with strawberry yoghurt cheesecake ice-cream. Hmm. Perfect i'll say. Then went home..ZzZzZzZz.

The moment i reach home, a sense of unexplicable thrill hit upon me, like never before! MY MUM'S FRIEND BOUGHT ME A WEBCAM!!! My brother and i decided to be whores(cam) and start snapping, only to find that i was looking like a 'tui fei' person.. But nonetheless, here's the first, sbilings, normal.

Engel-Lied; 5:39 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008:Memories through time.

RUN!! SEAN RUN!

Ivon, he's wearing the hsirt i bought him.

Falling me. In Marina Square. 2 more to come.

This is proof. Solid proof.

No one stops cam-whoring around Leon, no one.

Big news, im in SAKAE! Rare, in fact the first time.

I've never went to one cause im allergic to seafood. =(((

Alright this is me in the cinema watching Sweeny Todd.

It was too grish so i took flight to the toilet and started 'cheeeky-ing'

Yep, another buddy of mine. We were around the poolsite.

Yes we decided to cam-whore ourselves.

Thats me and my buddy under a tree in SHANGRI LA!

Ok, dragon ball stunt.. P.S We scared at least 20 people off while doing.

That's me and god pulling the CJ7 realization stun off.

I look ghoulish under that light =( God is a good singer FYI.

Engel-Lied; 11:17 PM

:Photo.

I was swearing in my mind when pictures were taken. And i guess that's all for now. Erm, laugh well.

We were at Alishan and waiting for the day to break.

I chose this cause of it's hue and shade. It kind of give me the

'A-new-life-is-born' feel.

This ugly me is not known to many.

It's lingling's jacket + a sluttish me. Requested by population.

This is the MengZongZu Jay sang about

in his new song Wu Shuang=) Go jay.

As you can see, im hugging KK cause the wind is too damn BIG!

KK said '风大到我眼睛开不了' After taking this pic.

Ok, this is my first picture in taiwan taken by KK.

This is the famous(or not) Yang Ming Shan at 12-14 degrees.

Engel-Lied; 11:10 AM

:Taiwan trip

Ok, off with words and here come pictures! ( Ok, i always over dress, so please laugh at home only. Or at least not infront of me ) Oh ya, where is my tagboard?! Andi jsut realized i have pathetically little links! None at the moment but soon to come.

Engel-Lied; 11:06 AM

:Urm, try out =D

Alright, to whoever those few that will read my blog, this is it! My first blog =D.

Well, im not one who shares alot of my thoughts nd im not prepared to share out of what's necessary, or course, yet. Im doing this blog partly because of XUHANWEN and mostly due to the fact im in to something recently that requires alot of expressions and feelings.

Not to bore my already few readers, i will be posting about myself since last year( from trip to taiwan as a start i guess.) till now. Oh yes, pictures will be up and ready too, after i learn how to. And blatantly, the mindset to start cam whoring myself! YEAH!

Engel-Lied; 10:35 AM